Long car rides down empty highways.

Today I learned that despite everything that is going on in my life, there are people that still know me for who I am, and actually care about how I am doing.
I can tell these people anything and everything.
They know who they are and I hope they know that I am grateful for them.
I'm glad that I could build strong relationships and that I can learn from the ones that failed.
Being alone in Toronto for the past two weeks has made me realize how much I miss home and how much I have grown since moving away.
No matter how far I am, I feel like I can still be touched and moved by these remarkable people in my life.
I hope they understand how much they mean to me and that I admire their strive for our friendship despite how much our lives have been altered.

40+

...So basically I'm working full time this winter break.
Am I crazy? Most definitely.
Money on my minddddddd.

Extra bright, I want ya'll to see this.

So, today is my birthday... *pause, grabs confetti from pocket and throws it in the air*
YAY. 18. Bittersweet.
PORN YOU WILL BE MINE TONIGHT.
...I'm kidding. Chill.
ANYWAYS, I really wanted to dedicate this post to my (best)friend Melanie Hong (http://www.melaniehong.blogspot.com/) because she was over-generous (like all the others who gave me a gift this year) and got me these GORGEOUS pieces to put all my jewelry in.
I. FUCKING. LOVE. THESE. TO. DEATH. JUST. SAYING.
If you know me at all you'd know that jewelry is a big deal to me and I've never been satisfied with any of the jewelry boxes I've ever had.
THESE HOWEVER, are PERFECT.
Contemporary, chic, perfect, GORGEOUS.
Also, the thought and love she put into this gift is just radiating off the porcelain.
Thank you Melanie, I love you tons and I hope you know that (L)

Last few minutes,

Dear childhood,
You were too good to me.
I can't believe everything I've accomplished up to this date.
Especially in this last year; it feels like it all went too fast.
More age, more responsibility.
With all this change you can't forget where you came from and who you are.
Maturity is what you make of it.

18 and at ease.

Nothing really...

My mind is a huge jumble right now.
I'm feeling too confident about my 2nd piece of my Assimilation series, and I'm currently stuck with the last piece.
I feel like my mind keeps wandering instead of focusing on this very important task at hand.
Even worse, my birthday so happens to fall in the middle of the busiest 2 weeks of my life (so far), and I have added another little shindig next Tuesday to accomodate a few of my new friends from school.
Unfortunately I cannot enjoy my debut into womanhood because OCAD and Aritzia are eating me alive and it's quite uncomfortable.
All I want to do is sit in my basement with some new and old friends watching classics from the 80's and 90's while eating pizza and drinking beer.
...yeah. Hard to imagine during a time like this.

Similarities.

While we were sitting in the woodshop, silent yet working hard, my friend broke the silence with one of the most important realizations of present life.
Out of no where he said,
"Honestly guys, I think I've found my place in this school.
Where would I be if I was anywhere else?"
Those are the truest words I've heard in a really long time.
I don't know if I could be working any harder for something I didn't enjoy.
I wouldn't succeed anywhere else and I definitely wouldn't belong.
I'm happy with my choices and the decisions I've made to get to this point.
Despite the challenges, I have never been more proud of myself.

You're not even 18.

NOSTALGIA.
It really hit me hard this weekend.
I thank my parents for giving me so much opportunity and freedom to live my childhood. Reminicsing on it now really hits me hard and I wish I took it all in sooner.
I know I don't seem like I appreciate this home I was raised in a lot of the time, but I do. I can easily say that this home sickness is getting worse.
This weekend I have also I have found true love in my friends. They have the potential to bring me up even when I am at the lowest of the lows. The ones that would travel across town to visit me. The ones who are always there to tag along to make me feel welcome again. On the rare occasions when I am able to come home, I try to see who I can, even if it is for a minute. I try to not make anyone go unnoticed. I appreciate the friendships I have and I thank those who make me feel loved.
Off to Toronto again. See you December 4th mdv.

nts.

Stop comparing yourself to others.
Their business isn't yours.

I have seen greatness.

...and I want part of it.
OMG. This is beautiful.

The taxi's are in our presence.

This weekend was Nuit Blanche weekend and it was actually so fantabulous.
(Not to mention that it was October 3rd yesterday and it wasn't raining)
To my dear friends Christine, Craig and Melanie, thank-you for joining me in this amazing art experience.
Even if it wasn't Nuit Blanche your company in this big city would've still sufficed. Thank you for the lovely visit.
The night started off shaky. Like, the Streetcar ride was a little packed and awkward but we still made it.
Christine, thank you for making me buy my 5th Jr. Chicken of the week.
Obstacle course fails, hair, marshmallows, marshmallows on your pants, award ceremonies, 18+ events that you couldn't get into because I wasn't allowed in, street music, 3 phrase conversations, other side of the street where it is walkable, parade of anarchists (jokes), OCAD fail, MTV SUCCESS, Dundas Square, St. Mike's fail, Eaton Centre pugs, 24hr McDonald's, Fries on tha floor!, Timmies fail (twice), Metro success, Pineapple cream cheese <3, 8:15 wake-up calls...
My love for you guys is endless, thanks again for sharing this with me.

Up to the brim.

I technically have no life other than work and school.
My social life is based around this little thing I call my blackberry.
If I feel that I have the patience to scroll through a little screen, then I will.
If not, then I want my friends to know that I truly miss all of them so very much.
Life's lonely downtown, but fast-paced.
It definitely isn't one for the faint hearted.
Work is lovely, oh so lovely.
and school is even lovelier if you can even imagine.
I keep telling myself that I keep complaining even though my workload isn't as hefty as others.
Theoretically, maybe not as harsh as a lot of people have it.
But execution wise, a project can eat you up.
I forget how hollow highschool was...Work could be done in an hour and you could still get by with excuses.
Basically, what I'm trying to say is:
There are times when I sit in my room alone and think about what a blast my summer was.
The people I saw everyday, the love I felt no matter who I was with.
We're all on our own now, and I pretty much wish that we were still inseperable.
I miss those nights where doing nothing was all that we needed to do.
Nothing but love for the ones that kept me sane and company <3

Here, finally.

THE ONE MAJOR LET DOWN: My computer got a virus therefore it gets quite lonely and boring.
BUT OTHER THAN THAT:
-MANG TING.
-I love going grocery shopping now
-HIPSTERCAD.
-Precious kids that moved dt and are now scared shitless
-SO many pug sightings on my street
-LOVE MY ROOM
-ARTTTTTTT FOREVUH!

I know I haven't updated in a really long time.
I'm just trying to get the start of my life straightened out.

And to think I'm moving next week.

Moved my cousin and his family into his new home.
My back hurts.
Saw my god-daughter for the first time.
She's incredibly presh.
Woke up hella earlz for this one.
Slept for 2 hours, yay.
Ate about 5 donuts and a sandwich.
Drove back and forth around Guelph.
Loaded and unloaded.
Drove an hour back to MDV.
Got a call saying I didn't have to go to work.
Drove an hour back to Guelph.
Unloaded a few cars and a truck.
Didn't wear proper shoes.
My fault, I know.
Just got home.
Missed Jersey Shore.
I have work in the morning.
But I don't think I'll be able to get out of bed
because I will be suffering from a broken vertebrae.

you'll never guess.

8 Days.

My dear,

Never let yourself get sidetracked.
Nothing else matters as long as you know where you want to go and who you want to be.
Don't let things ruin your day, because in the end there will always be people there to help you and those who have your back no matter what.
People love you, and they will do anything out of their way to guide and push you forward.
Leave all the past behind, keep your head up and continue on to the future.
Nothing can break you down, or hold you back.

Lost and Found....and missed.

Circa 2000, when I used to wear bracelets up to my elbow.
I found these old bracelets in my grandma's old purse.
I've been using this purse for months...
...I guess I didn't check all the pockets.
Tbh, I was looking for my iPod.
I think this is much more rewarding.

Another NTS:

-Superstore; Saturday 1030-430
-Call in to check work schedule for up coming week

-Aritzia training @ TNA ; Sunday 1030-?
-Crucial dance practice; Sunday 1-?
-Practice shaking your ass for this year's modern....lol, fml.

-Superstore; Monday 9-3
-On-call

-Superstore; Tuesday 1230-9

-On-call
-1 week until you move as of Wednesday
-Dance 7-?
-Patrick's 8-?

-Cousin's moving day; Guelph 7am
-Aritzia; Thursday 6-930

-On-call
-Superstore; ?-?
-Dance; 7-?

-Superstore; Saturday 9-3

-Find time to go to the apartment and Lysol the shit out of it.

Aritzia

Founded in Vancouver but that isn't where their top selling stores are found.
Aritzia Toronto Eaton Centre has the highest volume of customers, but is only second to Aritzia Yorkdale in overall sales.

...I could name the brands if I wanted...but I don't.


LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
DAMN $40 TOP I DIDN'T NEED
:(

Time.

There really isn't much of it...
I honestly don't know where my head has been these past few days.
I've been to Toronto pretty much everyday this week except for today.
Looking for work, going to interviews...wishing myself luck and getting my hopes up.
All this mess has got me thinking about the time I have left at home,
All the time I'll be spending at my new home,
And all the time I'll be wanting to come back to this home.
I'm not just getting my hopes up for the job, I'm getting my hopes up for this new place.
That "concrete jungle" that I'll be living in for the next few years.
I don't want to get too caught up in growing up...
...after all, I'm only seventeen...
All that freedom, that liberty at last...
What the hell am I going to do with it?
I better put it to good use...and not waste my time away.
I don't want to be preoccupied with unnecessary things and people.
...even though they'll surround me.....
NTS: Avoid grenades and landmines!
Aka things that will take you in the opposite direction of where you want to go.
Anyways, 13 days left.
Less than two weeks.
Y/N.
Good/Bad.
Bittersweet, I guess.
My heart just seized up thinking about it.

Hitting the "teens" tomorrow.

As of Friday: 19 days.

24 days.

LIFE IS GRAND.

So there's this cat.

Who likes to sit on strangers' porches,
and stare at them,
and scare them,

and wins staring contests,

and also people's hearts (I guess),
and hopefully it's okay,
but I wouldn't know.
All in all, it's off my porch.
...thank goodness.

Friday nights and city lights

So it went like this:
Downtown job hunting with Linda>Ikea>back downtown to the apartment to assemble what we bought at Ikea>Home.
I left at 9am....and it is now 11:50 pm.
CAN I JUST MENTION THAT I DID NOT BUY ANYTHING BUT BUS FARE TODAY?!
...and I guess spent 99cents on 4 digestive cookies and $5 on crappy pho :/
BUT STILL. Payday was yesterday, and I spent none of it on clothes.
Pocket's feeling good right now!

ps. Queen West, like ACTUAL Queen West, is a to-do list item.

Cute dress, where'd you get it?

"That is the ugliest effing dress I've ever seen."

Thanks for the lovely and awful laughs today you two.
Don't get hit. Instead, be the one that does the hitting ;)
Why is it red? It's because we're awesome <3

Farewell 'til you know me well.

Tired out, not a miracle in days.
Deciders for the lonely whispering tears.
You try out for nothing, then you drop dead.
Not a miracle in years.
Leisure for the lonely, whispering unnecessarily unless you're in.

Brb,

I'm at a creative standstill....again.

fuck.

DEAR INTERNET:

I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD LET YOU KNOW THAT THERE ARE 28 DAYS LEFT UNTIL I LIVE IN ONE OF THE GREATEST CITIES IN THE WORLD.
ps. I never write here anymore...

Romance: Bike Rides and Super Smash Bros.

i still remember.

Since 2003, nbd.

Happy Birthday My Love !

Click and read.

Another addition to my preperations..

Seriously this is happening all too fast! It's only July!

NTS:

[ ]Books
[x]Bed
[x]Mattress
[x]Bedsheets
[x]Pillows
[x]Blankets
[x]Duvet
[x]Cutlery
[ ]Bowls
[ ]Plates
[x]Mugs
[x]Dish Towels
[x]Cooking Utensils
[ ]Rice cooker................
[x]Study Table
[x]Bedside Table
[x]Drawers
[ ]Towels
[x]Rug
[x]Shoe Shelf
[ ]School Supplies
[x]Trash Can
[ ]Shower Curtain
[ ]Bathroom Rugs + Frilly Toilet Thing
[x]Extension Cords

Dear Self,
STOP BUYING CLOTHES.
YOU DON'T NEED THEM.
Love, Yourself.

Mondial des Cultures.

Bittersweet.
This word can define a lot of feelings for this trip.
I think that there were a lot of minds that were spoken,
and to be completely honest,
I do not know where I stand anymore.
Yes, we had fun. Looking back on it, I had a blast.
But, it upsets me to say I'm not in it for my culture,
I'm in it for the people. Which is fine,
except that it is affecting the effort I put into dancing.

Again, I tried to go into this trip without any expectations,
and it's good that I decided not to.
I was not let down from the trip, but I was let down by people.
Thank goodness for those people who always know how to
bring my back up, and boost my confidence and happiness.
You people know how to have fun, and not let it get spoiled.
That's why I love you guys!

It isn't over yet Fiesta, and hopefully the end isn't near.

Trying to get it out of my system.

All of it.
This love isn't working...It probably never will.
It's broken, and what you're doing isn't going to fix it.
It's not fair to either of us, so please just say goodbye.
It's one or the other,
And we both know who's gonna be the one to go.
If you opt to change your mind, it won't be the same,
I don't think it'll ever be the same.

Scrawny Ankles.

To my dear friends, I am sorry for my absences.
I know I've been busy and I apologize for not texting you all back.
I'd like to give a genuine thanks to those who came out to see me.
Now you truly know what I've been putting my time towards.

To Fiesta, we have done it again.
It seemed like it would never end, but the three days are finally over.
It was tiring, painful, and sweaty, but we did an amazing job!

And now, as I lay on my bed with my make-up still on and my feet all dutty,
I bid adieu to blogger again because I have another endeavor to face with my Fiesta bitties.
DRUMMONDVILLE. We're coming for you.
Practice tomorrow, leave Tuesday.

To my feet, ankles, legs, and lower back.
I apologize.

It already has.

Happiness is,

Loving your smile
Learning new things
Hearing that you're someone's favourite
GETTIN' MONEY (thanks for the shift chia!)
Feeling a cold shower in scorching heat

Sadness is,

Being rejected,
Getting a rash from dance costumes,
Having nothing to do,
Being too hot to bother straightening your hair,
Being the FLAKER,
Not looking forward to Drummondville..it won't be the same as Ste. Marie
Not having money to buy chains, beads and posts to make earrings.


FUCK.

Choose.

I'm sorry that things are easier said than done.
But really now, this has to be done.

If you want to find me...

June 30th-July 4th: Ste. Marie, QB. Festival de Couleurs du Monde

July 9th-11th: Brampton, ON. Carabram

July13th-19th: Drummondville, QB. Mondial des Cultures

July 24th: Toronto, ON. Mabuhay Festival

July 29th-August 1st: Don't know where, Camping

I swear I'm not self-obsessed...just kinda loving life right now.

Show me your teeth.

Oh Lady Gaga, I will do so with pleasure :)

Bonjour, et bienvenue a la Festival de la Couleurs du Monde.

Let's just get this out of the way before hand: Ste. Marie, your festival was welcoming, well-organized, and a lot of fun. So thank you :)

I know that I've been ranting to a lot of people about how I really didn't want to attend this festival, and to be honest, on that first day, walking into that school and realizing where we were staying, I was anxious to leave. But after a while, it all started to sink in and I realized what I was in for, and why I was there.

Some may not realize, but these festivals are work. Hard ass work. From driving for 10 hours to sleeping for 3, these things are exhausting. But nonetheless, they are just as exciting.

The past four days have been hectic, but they were worth it. It was time and effort well spent.
To hear feedback from a professional choreographer that I was one of his favourite dancers?
That was worth the sweat, frustration, and practice.
To meet new people and engulf yourself in their culture?
That was worth the experience and long travel.
To create experiences and memories with people you love and care about?
That was worth more than anything.

Although this festival wasn't a big one, it definitely was a great one. I didn't know what to expect, and I think it was better that I went into this expecting to not get any reward from it because in the end, I think we won the prize. The audience hadn't seen anything like us. We were a flock of asians in a sea of cauccasians. This was all new to them, and I am more than honoured to have been able to share the stage and arena with them.

My friends kept texting me to dance my ass off. And I did...to be up on the stage and see your troupe dancing in their colourful costumes on the big screen was a great pleasure.

Congrats FFDT, we have done it once again!
Merci Buckets, and we'll see you next Wednesday Drummondville!

Ste. Marie, tu es tres beau.

I've seen a lot of audiences in different countries,
but I must say,
for 4 nights straight,
this one kind of blew me away.

On to the next one.

Thank you highschool for being everything that you were. For changing me and forming me into the person I am today. Of course highschool isn't a being, so I'd like to thank everyone that was involved with my life these past four years. Like I said, to those whom I barely talk to anymore, thank you. Because without you, I don't know how I would live my life today.
I can't believe it's over, but it's time to face the reality that is university. It's something new, something pure. It's time to adapt to something you've never done before. Like highschool when you were in grade eight, only now make it mean something. Now's the time to identify yourself with society. It's time to make your life and work count.
Congrats to the Class of 2010! DO. IT. UP!

Relevant.

Need you but don't want you,

Want you but don't need you.

feelin' lonely nowadays.

In the near future..

Sunday
-Living Arts Show
Monday
-Register courses for September at OCADU
-Commencement
-Dinnah :)
Tuesday
-Go downtown to meet with my landlord to SIGN THE LEASE :)
Wednesday
-Leave for Quebec
(Btw, does anyone know what is going on with this Quebec trip? lol.)
July 4th or 5th
-Come back home.

...I think that'll be enough to keep my focus off of you.

" I don't know what your problem is.
It's the G20, there's nothing to be scared about."
YOU
ARE
AN
IDIOT.
EDIT: Talked to him. He confessed that he was an idiot for this.

I have a new external hard drive.
Step one to next year.
yay.

Leslie Feist.

" 'I'm sorry', two words
I always think of after you're gone,
When I realize I was acting all wrong.
'So selfish', two words that could describe
old actions of mine when patience is in short supply"

Angriest post of my life. I apologize.

I've made up my mind.
If I'm leaving high school behind, you're leaving with it.
This friendship isn't working...
...So I'm going to leave us as acquaintances.
It was a good time, but even time ends.
I haven't decided whether it was all worth it or not.
You don't make me feel like it was worth it.
So for now, I'll be naive about it.
It was fucking 2 years dipshit, you moved on in less than 2 weeks.
I'm so fucking tired of being sad while everyone's happy.
I thought I could change you for the better, and get you on track.
But go right back to the shit you did when I first knew you.
I'm not your mother anyways, so do what you do.
One less person to disappoint.
Congrats, be happy, be merry. Idgaf.
Don't call me when she's not around because if you didn't get it, I'm trying to forget you.
I'm not your bitch, so I'm not gonna take your bullshit.
If you want to play it that way,
I can easily pass it on to WHO EVER THE FUCK I WANT.
I can be insensitive and inconsiderate too.
We'll see how that works.
I'm SO done with crying over you.
It's the summer, I'm a fucking graduate, I'm going to the school of my dreams next year.
SO FUCK YOU.

When everything's meant to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

Far From Over.

This is it.
Take it in Carmel...
Relax and remember the good times and bad.
Those tests you failed, those friendships that ended, those teachers you didn't like, those courses that you hated...Leave them behind.
I talked to a friend today and explained to them that it didn't feel like summer and that it didn't feel like I ended this huge part of my youth...
and she said that it's not gonna hit anybody until we're lining up in royal blue with our caps on marching into the arena...
I'm so ready for the upcoming year, but not down to say goodbye to this one.
I can't thank everyone enough for everything they have taught me or experienced with me.
Time flew faster than I could even catch up.
There were a lot of days and nights where we spent thinking:
"what had JUST happened?"
and to be honest, what happened this year?
Taking it all in now, I can easily say that these were the best four years of my life so far, and that it was a time well spent.

Thanks and nothing but love for you Carmel.

I take that back.
Summer you're not looking THAT fine ;)

SUMMMMMMMMMMMMER.

YOU ARE LOOKING MIGHTY FINE RIGHT NOW.

that last post was made at 1:13.

loving all the 113 references in my current life :)

Rummaging for answers in the pages..

LAST EXAM OF HIGH SCHOOL!
Why not actually stay up and study?

A lot of 7's in the horizon.

6 days 'til graduation
17 days 'til I get my braces off
7o days 'til I move
77 days 'til school starts
1 exam 'til school ends

REGRET:

I should have taken art in high school...
Looking over my courses next year and their descriptions I am royally fucked.
Who knew there would be so much "LIFE" drawing involved?

k&u/app./comm./THINKING.

I started this year with you,
and ended it without you.

-to the friends whom I have lost touch with
-to the family I barely see anymore
-to the ones I used to see every weekend, and now rarely see at all
-to him.

I started this year without you,
and ended it with you.

-to the ones who I have been missing out on all my high school life
-to the ones I used to hate...lol.
-to the ones I who I lost, and gained back
-ocad.

Wtf is accounting anyways?

So done with exams.
I have my top 6 courses, so why break my ass over a 7th?

I apologize for the informality and ugliness of my last post.
It just had to be done :)

I AM DONE WITH CALCULUS

AND ANY OTHER MATH COURSE OUT THERE.

MY

LIFE

IS

GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !!!!!!

Open your eyes.

...or are you too high to even realize.

Sleep, eat, work, sleep, don't study, repeat.

This has been a super productive exam week.

Douchebaggery.

Stop making promises you can't keep.
I can't fucking wait anymore.
If you want to be friends then man up and have the decency to call me back like a friend would do.
Don't wait until she's not around because I'm not your bitch.
I don't wait around for you
and I don't cater to your fucked up schedule.

ALSO. IF YOU HAVE MONEY TO GO TO THE FUCKING BAR EVERY OTHER NIGHT THEN HOW DO YOU NOT HAVE MONEY TO PAY ME BACK YOU FUCKING SKEEZE.
Girl's getting a night out with my money. wtf.
...I really wish you read these posts..

I met up with the king
His body had begun to rot
And he said
"Don't think less of me
I'm still the same man I used to be"

1/3.

It hit me, and holy shit is it ever overwhelming.

Nestico

Your commitment and discipline
will definitely take you further
than derivatives.

Happiness hit her like a bullet in the head.

...so did sadness.

I think I've broke out into tears about 10 times today.
Exposed 2010, welcome to the world.

All of you are so lovely and mean a lot to me.
My experience at OLMC wouldn't have been the same without you.

Love to go around the class of 2010.

Numbers.

1 day of school left.
3 exams left.
12 days until commencement.
8 hours of work only this week.
25 hours was my original count.
65 days of summer ahead of us.
82 days until day one of university (approximation).
77 days until I move.
24 days until I get my braces off.
15 days of dance in July only.
2000+ yearbooks to distribute tomorrow.
It's 1:30am.
5 hours until I have to be up.

Within Reach...

1.
The grad mass today was quite remarkable.
I wasn't sure how I was going to feel, or what I was going to expect.
But I am definitely glad that I decided to go, and experience something I haven't done in a while.
...Church that is.
They say that keeping your faith is one of the hardest things to do in your post secondary career.
I say that it's pretty tough now.
I can't even stop swearing in church for goodness sake -_-
Today was a good day to think about how you've changed and your new passions and interests.
Serious HIPPO for days :')
Anyways, this mass definitely marked off a good start to these last few days of high school.
14 days til I gtfo.

2.
New school, new home, new environment, new possibilities.
Of all things I'm now closer.
Even more possibilities.
Can't you just wait?
It's so predictable but the thing is that you don't have patience.
You can't tie down til then.
You're so impractical and immature.
Jumping from track to track.
Why don't you take a breather, look ahead for once,
and see how close you are to grasping it.

Swatches.

I'm quite sure that design and material arts are my calling.
There's nothing that you can say that will make me reevaluate this.

Get me out of high school and into some OCADU lovin'

As we descend upon the last days...

-Calc "quest" Monday
-Yearbook prep Tuesday
-Yearbook distribution Wednesday morning
-Religion CA presentation Wednesday
-Accounting CA due Wednesday
-Religion Exam Thursday
-Calc Exam next Monday
-Accounting Exam next Wednesday
-Freedom...real soon.

9 Crimes.

I'm not okay with this, and yet I'm still going along with it.
I'm still playing the fool in the game we call....nevermind.

It's just one of those days...

Those sad, lonely days.

CAM.

Thanks for listening to me rant, bitch, complain.
It's good to know that I can do all that and still manage to make you laugh.
KINGSLEY!? BAHAHAHA.
I've never said bitch so much in my life.
"Bitch is gonna break his fall."
Anyways, this evening was a calmer way to end a stressful day.
With everything going on, it's hard to catch up.
I'm glad we did this, and I'm glad I was able to be completely open to you about everything.
LEGITIMATELY EVERYTHING.
-Graduating
-Driving
-Old "flames" LOL.
-Interests
-University
and then talking about how "Talk to Me" came out when we were in elementary school and how we had the slight obsession of "Final Fantasy" characters...
...like damn, this friendship has been going on for time.
I can't believe everything we've been through.
From fighting over how you didn't know who Beyonce was, to driving behind some sloth and then making an effort to cuss out the window only because we finally have a reason for road rage and can actually drive now...We really have made it quite the distance.

Think of life as if we're at the lake..
Even though there aren't any sharks, I'd still look after you as if there were any ;)

(L)(L)(L)

...and then my heart swelled,
and sank.

WHAT THE

FUCK.

Go for it.

Don't think. Just do.
You got this.

I don't feel like cleaning my room...so I'm just gonna complain to the internet about it.

Hey girl, listen.

I know that I can be rude, obnoxious, loud, extra, a huge exag., and a bitch (lol),
but even I know what going too far means.
It may be out of line, but you gotta keep your head up, set all things aside, and move on.
You got this.
You have a hold on your life and you're steering it in YOUR direction, and that's what's important.
I know I screw around a lot, say a lot of things I don't mean, and I may have been MIA on a few things,
but believe me when I tell you that you will be okay, and you will come out of this the strong one.
I've seen you struggle, and I've seen how you fight your battles,
and I can easily say that you'll find your way around and out of this mess sooner than you think.
There's not a lot of people like you out there,
so keep this attitude and persona.
I know you'll make it so far that this won't even be a blur.
It won't even be a memory.

Take care.
Love you always.
-Your main girl.

"What is this?! A centre for ants?!?!"

But no seriously, what is this?
What is even going on anymore?
Between friends, relationships, school, life?!
Everything is happening so fast I can't even grasp on to the fact that prom passed and it's never coming back.
Can you believe that?
Ever since you were a kid, you've been looking forward to the prom experience, and as it happened, you didn't even soak it up.
I really wish reality hit me harder.
It seems surreal that life really does go on passed high school.
It seems surreal that everything up until now isn't even life.
It's just an undercoating to what's about to occur
........and really really soon for that matter.

As for friendships, it's amazing how fast they build...and break.
It's incredible how hard it is to repair the damaged friendships and restore the old ones.
Sometimes they just don't spark up again.

I wonder how your mind is working.
Where your morals are...
...If you even think of me like you say you do.
If you fuck this up even more than it already is,
then you're cut even more than you already are.
You're at two, and in a second you can be down to one.
FIGURE IT OUT FOO.

Quicky: Thursday-Sunday.

Thursday:
-G2 Certified
-Braces off in one month
-Uninsured? IDGAFFFF. LOL.

Friday:
-PROM.
-Hair did/cute meet-up inside Starbucks :)
-Dutty Wine for me giiiirl.
-Food was crap.

Saturday:
Morning (aka 12AM)
-SHERIDAN!!!!!!
-Rm. 212
-Chugged a few
- "Guys it's good that I haven't started studying for my exams yet, because I would've forgotten it all by now"
-Ran around for a few hours
-Security said: "WHITE DRESS WE DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU IN THE HALLS"
-...So I changed into shorts.
-Passed out and missed the most huge event to ever occur in my highschool career.
-Okay, exag. But still YOU'VE BEEN TOUCHED BY AN ANGEL, GIRL!
-Oh Tahiti, you are so good to us :')
-Don't remember much else.

Afternoon (3-5)
-Went to my cousin's for his 2nd birthday
-He still doesn't love me
-He won't look me in the eye even when I'm carrying him

Evening (7 onward)
-I was doing nothing at home, so I went to Craig's to do more of nothing
-Why do nothing by yourself when you can do nothing with another person?
-FIND YOUR LOVE
-Fake-out: We wanted to make quesa. dilla. Quesadilla's but we were ambushed by a bus load of people
-Okay maybe just a van and car of people
-Cheap Sushi vs. Cheese Danish? Cheese Danish!

Sunday:
-Clean my room
-Dance practice


This was an amazing weekend and I'm sad to say that it's almost over :(

-1.

Thank you for making my year.
I love you guys <3

These girls, always.

Two pairs of eyelashes. Why?

Because I felt like feeling extra okay?!Happy Prom 2010!

LOL, IDGAFUUU-

Because

a) You're jokes.
b) I'm not scared of you.
c) PROM IS TODAY.

You are just too much.

Once there was a boy named Craig.
He was the Valedictorian.
Even though he was accepted, he still does homework til the mornin.
He thinks he's good at healthcare
But isn't looking for a job there
He's definitely a high acheiver,
Did I mention he's Valedictorian?
I couldn't believe it either.
He likes to say 'bitch' a lot
and when he acts like a diva, he forgets what he's taught.
I'm proud of everything he's accomplished,
and I hope that this friendship is never abolished.
Even though we're moving away,
We know friendship will stay.

So it kind of goes like this:

You're a fucking waste.

Tie you up, and throw you the hell out.
2 inches only lasts 2 minutes anyways.
And you wonder why I forget about manners and talk down to you.

My mentality is still Skins>Slumdog
and curses to the individual who wanted to watch this movie and made me want to watch season two of skins for a third weekend in a row.

"I've never heard of purple bristol board"

If there's one thing I've learned from grade 12 is that you really really really don't need to do a lot of things to guarantee you and your friends a good time.
Of all things to do on a Saturday night in May, we did our homework.
Why not?
Why not take something ugly and make it beautiful?
Why not make a night out of it?
That's what we did. Projects & CA's will honestly be the death of me. Thank goodness we decided to do work instead of partying.
It was definitely worth it because I would've got nothing done.
Thanks for the motivation and the 2 am Slumdog Millionaire session.
I now have an appreciation for it :)
Goodnight, sleep tight, good friends.

Harsh? Barely.

It's sad that you're blind and oblivious.
Maybe your just don't give a fuck, but I give a fuck,
And I refuse to be treated this way.
Years wasted, time wasted, love wasted.
Regret unfortunately lingers,
but I'll live through it if it means getting past you.

Prom's in one week...

...I hate you, you fucking douche-faced pansy bitch fuck.

Todo:

-Religion CA
-Study for Religion quiz
-Study for Calculus quiz
-Clean my room
-Pick an outfit for Focus night
It's 8. Wah.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Stop acting like you're five years old.
Man up. Grow a pair.
Face the facts and stop running away from them.
You're more annoying than I am.
You think that I'd run back to that?
I'm looking for one thing, and once I get it, adios.
Because there's no way in hell that I would go back to that.
You say I killed it? No. You killed it. You ran this FRIENDSHIP over and over and over again with the car that you can't drive because you don't even have your G1.
Wow, I hate you so much right now.
Give me what I'm asking for, take a long look, and goodbye.

Petunias

What a lovely day;
Sun shining, French bulldogs, cold drinks, long boards, card stock, tissue paper & textured paper, picking flowers, receipts, third legs, long walks, ice cream, Lady Gaga, Justin Bobby, Jake Gyllenhal.

Other than the fact that I look like Ke$ha,
I also look
BRACELESS.
Someone hold me I'm about to cry.

SO. MADLY. IN. LOVE.
with the shoes obv.

Is it weird that I find belonging in a Chinese supermarket?

Maturity:
I've come to an agreement with myself that I'm going to let you go.
I am going to try and forget you this summer because life has so much more in store than just you.
No offence, but you're like my braces.
First of all, you`re gross.
..jokes. anyways...
I have you now, but once theyre off (once you're off), I'm going to be a new person.
I'm going to feel different, I'm going to be different.
From then on, there will be no turning back and fact of the matter is, I don't want to go back.
That day we promised for lunch...on that day you're going to see a new person.
Hopefully you'll change to, because right now, who you are, in my eyes, is someone standing still.
You say you live in the moment, but you keep going back to who you were.
Be someone else for a change.
GIVE A SHIT for once. Grow up and meet your potential.
Because right now, you're floating. You're only going where ever the wind takes you.
Create your own damn path and go somewhere.
This summer is going to change me and I hope it changes you too.

Come here rude boy, can you get it up?

He thinks that just because he's Valedictorian,
he can do wuheva he wants -_-

May 20th; Time Well Spent.

So today was actually a very successful day.
Starting with first period, although it was helluh long, I was glad that I was able to get a crap ton of studying done. Especially since I had a calculus test the next period, which wasn't too too too bad.
Even though the rest of my school day kind of felt like a waste, the events occuring from period five onward definitely made this day pretty spectacular.
Walking to Patricks was HILARIOUS because Craig is the biggest pansy arm flailer I have ever met. LOL. It was kind of a pointless walk, but atleast it was fun.
(+Solving crosswords? Impossible.)
After that, we went to Craig's for a little barbeque shindig. It was quaint, but we all enjoyed each other's company.
Thanks guys for all the food contributions, it was delish :)
(+thanks to the lady at Metro, the writing on the cake was perfect...ish bahahah <3 )
Golf.....that was
............................................................interesting.
LOL, we're all pro golfers. Best $24 spent!
Trampolining at Christine's was honestly one of the most difficult/life threatening things I've ever done.
Who knew it would be so hard to fall on your back and pop back up on your feet?
It's pretty damn hard, and I WILL accomplish this so I can get on the Olivia/Olivia level ;)

Thank you friends for the great time today.
Hopefully there will be some 2-4 weekend spent together <3

BRONZISH LOOKING VALEDICTORIAN SALAD DRESSINGS AT WATERLOO!?

Melanie Hong:
3rd Place in Provincial Skills Canada Competition

Craig Pacheco:
Our Lady of Mount Carmel Valedictorian of the Graduating Class of 2010

Olivia Harris:
Our Lady of Mount Carmel Salutatorian of the Graduating Class of 2010

Patrick Costello:
Acceptance at Waterloo for Engineering

Congrats to all my lovely friends on this lovely day in May.

That girl,

"SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND, NO BIG DEAL!"
Oh girly, you were amazing tonight.
You really really really made me proud :')
Trust me, you went beyond my expectations tonight
and even made me tear during your routine.
You really are such a beautiful talented person,
and you've definitely proved yourself with your two acts.
Never doubt yourself ever ever ever again,
because you outdid a lot of acts tonight.
Idgaf about anyone in the crowd who told me to shut the hell up.
Like, that's my best friend up there shaking her thang so you can just sit right back down and shut up.
I LOVE YOU MONKAYPAW <3

TODO TUDU.

• Accounting Notes...ha.
• Thesis and Research for Religion CA....come on group, noggins together
• Finish Accounting CA....soon so I can essentially loaft longer
• WORK...not. Superstore ain't so generous anymore.
• Pay Acceptance Fee...$500 begone!
• Shoot Carmies....wah.
• Finish Interlocking....................................MADDEST LOAFT.

Make that 5/6

Laurier just accepted me.
:''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''')

4/6

Goodness gracious, I got into the York-Sheridan Design Program.
I GOT INTO THE TWO TOP GRAPHIC DESIGN PROGRAMS IN ONTARIO.
This is ridiculous and I might just cry.
Someone out there wants me!

Valedictory Campaign's Got Talent!

The shirts were a hit!
Craig was so surprised and I think a little creeped out by the fact that his face was on the chest of many people....mostly girls.
Seriously loving the support we all have for each other.
It's quite cute.
Next stop: Dynamic and MC Costello.

Good luck tomorrow, but I'm sure you all won't need it :)

AND BTW,

You'll thank us later,
AND I'M EXCITED :D

He's my boyfriend.

All Things Grow

What a night.
Definitely not a typical night since I don't really hang around these losers as often :)
But nonetheless it was a good night.
I know I was debating whether to go or not,
and I'm sorry that I even doubted your guys' company.
I'm really glad I decided to go.
We succeeded in the game plan...or atleast one of us did.
It was nice to get updated and all that aswell.
You guys turned from strangers to brothers,
And I'm happy to know that you both will always be there for me,
no matter where we are next year.
Battle scars, woo!

Champagne Supernova

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Slowly walking down the hall,
Faster than a cannonball.

Someday you will find me,
Caught beneath the landslide.
In a champagne supernova in the sky.

Wake up the dawn and ask her why.
A dreamer dreams she never dies.
Wipe that tear away now from your eye...

For Craig, with love.

MELANIE HONG IS A FUGLY SLUT.

DAMN AFRICA...NOT.

SHES CHINESE.

Your Reckless Heart, You Know You Got It.

I`m starting to think that I was wrong.
This is starting to fluctuate.
It`s like I need you when it`s raining, but when the sun is shining, I feel like I can forget this happened.
I don`t know what I`m supposed to do, say, think, feel, act.
I think you`re moving on just fine...
...you don`t need me.
I see you succeeding without my help.

I see that I succeeded with your help.
What the hell is even going on?
I'm telling myself to move forward,
but someone's hitting my rewind button.
Please be nice and ease up off of it...
Let me go on day by day, gradually getting used to it all.
You don't want to be around,
and I'm sorry if I'm forcing this on you...
Maybe I'll just go away
and let you breathe.

New Layout...I`m really getting tired of all the Italicizedness already.

Turns Me to Gold in the Sunlight...

You made a deal, and now it seems you have to offer up
But will it ever be enough
It's not enough
And in the spring I shed my skin
And it blows away with the changing wind
The waters turn from blue to red
As towards the sky I offer it...

Split Ends.

We always thought about things different ways,
You wanted left, and I wanted right.
We always argued over the littlest things,

You wanted to sleep, I wanted to talk.
We never knew where this relationship was going,
You wanted to stay, I wanted to leave...or vice versa.
We never took the time to see each other,
You weren`t willing, I wasn`t available.
We never came to a conclusion,
Until now.

For once in our relationship we agree on something.
And for once,
I`m glad.
You`re glad.
This isn`t the end...
Well for our friendship anyways.

I`m Moving On...

...And I can happily say that I`m doing just fine :)
To my friends that showed me that they cared,
To the ones that answered my 1-3am phone calls,
To the ones that asked if I was okay,
To the ones that are always there,
thank you.
You all honestly mean the world to me, and I don`t know what I would do without you guys.

I miss you, so sue me.

Debut (pr. Day-boo, not Dee-butt)

As I sit here eating my apple pie,
I begin to reminisce about my night last night.

Nicolette's debut was small, cozy, and initmate.
There didn't need to be so many people.
For once in a really long time, I think that our group of friends were comfortable.
Like Nico said in her speech, we haven't spent a lot of time together this year.
Fact is, I barely know some of them anymore.
It's a shame that we're all different people from the youngins we were almost 4 years ago.
It's a shame that some of us haven't spoken a word to each other in months.
Last night was a fun night and it sort of made up for the past months.
Maybe we didn't talk for long, but it's better than not saying anything at all.
The speeches, the dancing, the food, and of course the occasion, created a perfect atmosphere for a get together.
Maybe even call it a "catch-up" period.
We were all together, all dressed up, all looking pretty to celebrate one of our friends.
We agreed to go, we agreed to cater to the occasion, and we agreed to stick together for one night.
I know it's been a while, but it was nice to see everyone again.

What now?

I don't know.
What else is there to do?
I've spilt my heart out a dozen times, and you've refused to absorb the majority of it.
You hear me, but you don't hear me.
Listen to what I'm telling you.
Please, for once, just open yourself up to me as if your life depended on it.
I've always been here, so why can't you be here just this once?
Where's that shoulder you promised me even if things didn't work out?
You said that it would always be there, but where is it now?
Would you let me lean towards nothing?
Would you let me hit my head on the floor even though you said you would be there to hold me up?
Don't lie to me.
Don't just leave me here to soak in my sadness.
I'm past the point of absorption.
I'm trying to forget, but still remember.
If you won't do it for me, do it for us and what we had.
Make your decision prove that it wasn't a waste of time, energy, and emotion.
Please say yes.

Soon was four days ago.

It's true when they say that you never know what you've got until it's gone.
You fuck up one little thing and then your whole world changes.
At first you feel warmth, happniess, wholeness.
By the end you feel guilt, regret, emptiness.
What now?
Where do we go from here?
Where do I go from here?
I'm sorry I pushed you over the edge, past your point.
I blinded you from how I truly felt and just sent you into a rage.
One screaming, heated rage.
I guess there's no turning back now.
But what about later?
What about turning back later?
Who knows. I'm lost, you're found.
You had too many things going on and you needed to cut out something.
I was that something.
I was disposable, we were disposable.
I'm sorry you felt that way,
and I'm sorry to myself for still feeling this way.

hilarious and irrelvant i swear.

"Mess With the Bull, and You Get the Horns."

-The Breakfast Club


So someone thought that it'd be hilarious to spray water under my chair, and humiliate me in front of my calc. class.

They say, "I THINK YOU NEED A MOP."
and I reply, *middle finger*.

This creaminess is getting a tad ridiculous, but it really gets the creative juices flowing.

I'm honestly scared shitless for the next time I see you,
but I still don't regret teepee-ing your car.

The war continues, but it's all out of love.

ALLERGIES, GTFOOOOOOOO.

15 Love

Ridiculous visors
Partners/Singles
Twirling/Jumping/Reaching/Failing miserably
Sun burns/Sun tans
Juggling
STRAWBERRY FIELDS FOREVER
White T's/Navy bottoms
Christine's "husband"
711....not.
Rotten bananas
"So I think I'm just going to walk to school....again....yepp, kbai."
Peonies / Lilacs
Role play "Hi Craiggy"
The Plan.
The Practice (4 pages back and front?).
The Execution.

....the let down.
The SUNSHINE IN THE RAINNNN
We're going to Sheridan!

Rikkuh Ay-Ay.

Floral print + my bittie for real= (L)

Happy Birthday Love!

Stank like vinegar.

I actually think we're cute.

Makes Your Heart....

BURN FEROCIOUSLY.
Like honestly, if you can't make up some catchy slogan yourself,
then don't call yourself a designer.
Call yourself a joke, and get a 45%.
I'm so sick of you and your intollerance for easy tasks.
Grow a pair or gtfo.

Lowther to McCaul

...takes about 20-25 minutes to walk.
We're going to need to invest in bikes, bike baskets, bike locks, umbrella hats, ponchos and rubber boots.

The shopping list:
-2 twin beds
-2 desks
-2 new easles
-1 external heater
-1 air purifier
-numerous toilet cleaner tablets. LOOOL.
-rugs

It's going to be GREAT.

Competitive....*sigh

I'm hoping today's visit to OCAD goes well.
Everyone that has gotten accepted is going to be there, and I might just crap myself to be honest with you.
Every single person sitting in that room will be in the running for your job.
There's 300 "designers" all hoping to create that one billboard that no one ever looks at.
300 students in one room trying to get noticed.


This should be interesting.

Philippines: Best Pavillion 2010.

The design, the elements, the little details.
We did good guys, we did good.
It was honestly so unexpected, but I'm beyond ecstatic to have won!
Chishanelle, we have done it again.



LOOOL, HATERS TO THE LEFT.

Single Black Female Addicted to Retail.

So. I cannot stop listening to Kanye.
It's actually ridiculous. Maybe it's the time of day?
Maybe it's sporadic? Who knows. I just feel the urge to rap.
..Which is not normal. Not one bit.

There's a Light.

Every time I have time to think to myself,
the only thing I think about is what's going to happen as August dies down, and everyone marks their leave?
Am I supposed to feel scared? anxious? happy? sad?excited?
All I can think of is saying bye to everyone, and seeing them drive off to what ever future they will be embarking on.

Worst scenario:
Let's say there's 3 friends meet for the last time before they move.
One finally leaves the other two and drives away and the other two just watch.
When she's out of sight, will the other two say "...and then there were two..."

Will "Don't worry, I won't be that far. We'll see each other soon." actually happen?

Oh for fucks sake. I can't do this.
I'm moving and you're all coming with me. I don't care.

wom wom wom.

This is actually a useless post.
I just felt like I haven't posted anything in a while.

So bye. Shower time.

All's fair in love and war.

So this creamy business has been going on for too too too too too too long.
"....still dripping."
"....it's like you'll need a bucket."
"....I'll grab the mop."

If you're thinking the worse, then you're thinking correctly.
This has gone to the point where I had to smack you ferociously with a roll of paper towels and to the point where you laugh so hard your cheeks hurt.
Also to the point where I felt the need to lace your car with a generous helping of whipped creaminess.

Oddly enough, I wouldn't have traded these moments for the world.
Sure, you get a little hurt, I get a little hurt, but we're friends and we're creating memories.
Not just for the two of us, but for the rest of us, the bystanders that did "nothing".

Thanks for the eventful night buddy and the rest of you lovely bitties.
I'm also sorry about the whipped cream, but you know you loved it.

The war is on, and will continue until the very last drop....of cream....ew.

So you think it's okay to call me and think everything is going to be okay?

Well no.
It's not okay, you're not forgiven.
Take a fucking hint.

Um, from Umbridge.

So I just watched Alice in Wonderland and this is what I thought:
1. I love British accents ( I swear this is relevant)
2. The costumes and make-up were phenomenal
3. It didn’t really amuse me until the Queen found Alice/Um
4. I found the Mad Hatter oddly ….att…rac…tiv…………….e……..erks.
5. The ending could’ve done without the Fudderwacking.

It shouldn't be called Glee, it should be called Glay

Why?
Because the gay guy is the best part of the show.

Hahaha, people are gonna hate me :(

RPF

My girls know what's good.

Monops.

This is actually hilarious.

You don't know how lovely you are,

You take the time to understand, you take the time to listen.
Countdowns are catching up and I'm beyond excited!
Simple questions evolve into confessions, opinions and plans for the future.
We're on the same page you know?
It feels good to have someone to count on.
You really made my day.
Thank you.

AND BY THE WAY,
HAPPY 25.
this is fucking bull.

Capacity

I've just about had it.
I don't care if you won't be there, I don't care if you owe me money.
Stay home, keep your money.
I'm two seconds from being done, and if you don't call within the next two seconds I'm just about over it.
......
there goes your chance.
I'm not waiting anymore.
How about I live my life, and you trail behind me?
You know, kind of like role play?
Trying living with something holding you back and then we'll see.
Will you break? Will you choke or fall?
Will I even be there to put you back together, help, or pick you up?
Who knows, we'll see.
I might have to pencil you in for that.

Here Comes the Sun,

....and it's here!
The sun is shining, the weather is warm and I had a great night last night.
I slept in and woke up to bacon and muesli for breakfast!
This is going to be a good day :)

Calendar Girl

Loving the crap quality.
Calendar making is my favourite hobbie f'sho.

EDIT: there are two 10's in that. Thanks Alan.

COMPOSURE.

KEEP FUCKING COMPOSURE WOMAN.
YOU CAN DO THIS.



-----------------------------
WHAT THE FUCK.

Carpe Diem

Seize the Day.
There are so many of you that make it worthwhile.
Thank you, I love you, I owe you.

There are so many things out there that just ruin my day,
and there are so many people that make it better.

Like Eating Glass.

And it hurts all the time when you don't return my calls
And you haven't got the time to remember how it was.

It was Kate Hudson

Today was a good night.
I saw Brothers with a few friends and it alright, nothing spectacular.
I just want you to know that we aren't cling wrap.
We stick together, but we're not permanently attached.
There's room to stretch out and attach to other things.
Don't be upset. No one's going anywhere.

and to you, good luck my friend.
I hope to see you soon.

PS. It was Kate Hudson that was in NINE.

I just named my art submission "Skins".

I can't wait to start anew,
to get rid of this past life and keep nothing but friends and memories.
To forget the useless knowledge I've accumulated
and to replace it with other facts that would be useful and would benefit me.
I can't wait to get out of this "city". This boring suburbia where I find can find my home.
I want to replace it with a place where people often get lost and are afraid to visit.
I want to be able to say that I can find where they want to go.
Sure, shit happens.
You just need to find out how to get to where you want to be.
If you think you can grasp it, then you deserve it.

Feeling sad?

Bad things happen to good people.

Take care, look up, you'll be okay.

I got new earrings today!

In-Class? Check.

I AM DONE DRIVING SCHOOL!
So happy. Now I don't have to listen to people talk to themselves
.....well kinda.
Now I don't have to listen to them talk to themselves for 5 hours straight, I just have to listen to them for an hour and 20 minutes.
But really, who's counting.




-_-

SLEET SLEET M'FCKAS.

SO RELEVANT.

To mark the end...

This was a great Easter weekend :)
Even though driving school consumed a lot of it, I honestly enjoyed it a lot !

Thursday:
-Acceptance
-Surprised Hong with acceptance
-Movie marathon with Craig and Hong

Friday:
-Driving school started
-Skins season 2....AGAIN
-Football
-Trampoline talks

Saturday:
-Driving school STILL
-Fam jam, (L)
-CLUE CLUE CLUE CLUE CLUE. Green/Poison/Guest room.
-It's the bees knees (L)

Sunday:
-Driving school...STILLLLLLLLLL
-Protractor!!
-MULTIDAY THANGS. Omg. DEADlines.
-Easter Dinner
-Met new relatives
-McDonalds!
-"the Lookout"
-Pee run
-Surprise Coffees (L)
-Road blockages


It was a really good weekend,
but I'm actually quite upset that we didn't get to go to church amidst all of this.

Stop trying to get on my nerves.
I'm going somewhere.
SO HA.

So to sum this week up,

OCAD WANTS ME.
There really is a God.

YOU NEED SELF CONTROL WOMAN!

No words. At. All.

SIDNEYYYY.

I NEED TO STOP WATCHING THIS SHOW!
But I can't :(
Wah.
Love you Sid.

FUCK YOU ---------------------------.

Ugh that was obviously a no brainer -.-
Congrats to everyone that went to skills and conquered it :)

Monops definitely represented well (L)
Good job guys!

SKILLS CANADA IS TOMORROW, JUST SAYING.

Thanks to all of you that said I could do it :')
I know you were just being supportive, and just letting you know that I might lose miserably.
Goodluck to Melanie, Craig, and Patrick who will be out there competing with me tomorrow.

See you all at 6:30.
Nice and early :)

Accepted.

Finally, it's about time.
Thank-you Guelph!
Hopefully OCAD will come soon :)

Craiggers.

Skills Canada: 1 day.

Run in the forest, run!

Omg, just throw me out of the competition already.
SKILLS CANADA: 2 days.

Skills.

What skills do I have?
I have no clue.
All I know is that PHOTOGRAPHY IS NOT A SKILL OF MINE.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
SKILLS IS THURSDAY.
AND I HAVE NADA.
FML FML FML
STRESS STARTS.........................
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Mojojojo can find us at prom.

I'm freaking excited!
Although we might not be together throughout all of it, we still get a whole night together :)
So my dress is red, Chia's is green, and if Ray gets blue, we will pretty much look like the Powerpuff Girls.
THAT IS FREAKING CUTE.
SEE YOU THERE LADIES (L)(L)(L)!

Oh, wow.

We loving belting it out to the Fray.

Let's hope this doesn't end in tears.

Dear Universities, stop procrastinating and send out your acceptance letters already! I need you!

Clothes < Relationship

So it went something like this:
Me: *text*Are we together or not
Me: *text* I guess not....
Me: Are you gonna answer me?
You: Answer what? You just called me.
Me: I texted you twice did you not get i-
You: Can I call you back? I'm trying something on.

You're parents must be proud Sid Jenkins.