You're not even 18.

NOSTALGIA.
It really hit me hard this weekend.
I thank my parents for giving me so much opportunity and freedom to live my childhood. Reminicsing on it now really hits me hard and I wish I took it all in sooner.
I know I don't seem like I appreciate this home I was raised in a lot of the time, but I do. I can easily say that this home sickness is getting worse.
This weekend I have also I have found true love in my friends. They have the potential to bring me up even when I am at the lowest of the lows. The ones that would travel across town to visit me. The ones who are always there to tag along to make me feel welcome again. On the rare occasions when I am able to come home, I try to see who I can, even if it is for a minute. I try to not make anyone go unnoticed. I appreciate the friendships I have and I thank those who make me feel loved.
Off to Toronto again. See you December 4th mdv.

nts.

Stop comparing yourself to others.
Their business isn't yours.

I have seen greatness.

...and I want part of it.
OMG. This is beautiful.

The taxi's are in our presence.

This weekend was Nuit Blanche weekend and it was actually so fantabulous.
(Not to mention that it was October 3rd yesterday and it wasn't raining)
To my dear friends Christine, Craig and Melanie, thank-you for joining me in this amazing art experience.
Even if it wasn't Nuit Blanche your company in this big city would've still sufficed. Thank you for the lovely visit.
The night started off shaky. Like, the Streetcar ride was a little packed and awkward but we still made it.
Christine, thank you for making me buy my 5th Jr. Chicken of the week.
Obstacle course fails, hair, marshmallows, marshmallows on your pants, award ceremonies, 18+ events that you couldn't get into because I wasn't allowed in, street music, 3 phrase conversations, other side of the street where it is walkable, parade of anarchists (jokes), OCAD fail, MTV SUCCESS, Dundas Square, St. Mike's fail, Eaton Centre pugs, 24hr McDonald's, Fries on tha floor!, Timmies fail (twice), Metro success, Pineapple cream cheese <3, 8:15 wake-up calls...
My love for you guys is endless, thanks again for sharing this with me.

Up to the brim.

I technically have no life other than work and school.
My social life is based around this little thing I call my blackberry.
If I feel that I have the patience to scroll through a little screen, then I will.
If not, then I want my friends to know that I truly miss all of them so very much.
Life's lonely downtown, but fast-paced.
It definitely isn't one for the faint hearted.
Work is lovely, oh so lovely.
and school is even lovelier if you can even imagine.
I keep telling myself that I keep complaining even though my workload isn't as hefty as others.
Theoretically, maybe not as harsh as a lot of people have it.
But execution wise, a project can eat you up.
I forget how hollow highschool was...Work could be done in an hour and you could still get by with excuses.
Basically, what I'm trying to say is:
There are times when I sit in my room alone and think about what a blast my summer was.
The people I saw everyday, the love I felt no matter who I was with.
We're all on our own now, and I pretty much wish that we were still inseperable.
I miss those nights where doing nothing was all that we needed to do.
Nothing but love for the ones that kept me sane and company <3

Here, finally.

THE ONE MAJOR LET DOWN: My computer got a virus therefore it gets quite lonely and boring.
BUT OTHER THAN THAT:
-MANG TING.
-I love going grocery shopping now
-HIPSTERCAD.
-Precious kids that moved dt and are now scared shitless
-SO many pug sightings on my street
-LOVE MY ROOM
-ARTTTTTTT FOREVUH!

I know I haven't updated in a really long time.
I'm just trying to get the start of my life straightened out.

And to think I'm moving next week.

Moved my cousin and his family into his new home.
My back hurts.
Saw my god-daughter for the first time.
She's incredibly presh.
Woke up hella earlz for this one.
Slept for 2 hours, yay.
Ate about 5 donuts and a sandwich.
Drove back and forth around Guelph.
Loaded and unloaded.
Drove an hour back to MDV.
Got a call saying I didn't have to go to work.
Drove an hour back to Guelph.
Unloaded a few cars and a truck.
Didn't wear proper shoes.
My fault, I know.
Just got home.
Missed Jersey Shore.
I have work in the morning.
But I don't think I'll be able to get out of bed
because I will be suffering from a broken vertebrae.