Wednesday, June 9, 2010

It's just one of those days...

Those sad, lonely days.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

CAM.

Thanks for listening to me rant, bitch, complain.
It's good to know that I can do all that and still manage to make you laugh.
KINGSLEY!? BAHAHAHA.
I've never said bitch so much in my life.
"Bitch is gonna break his fall."
Anyways, this evening was a calmer way to end a stressful day.
With everything going on, it's hard to catch up.
I'm glad we did this, and I'm glad I was able to be completely open to you about everything.
LEGITIMATELY EVERYTHING.
-Graduating
-Driving
-Old "flames" LOL.
-Interests
-University
and then talking about how "Talk to Me" came out when we were in elementary school and how we had the slight obsession of "Final Fantasy" characters...
...like damn, this friendship has been going on for time.
I can't believe everything we've been through.
From fighting over how you didn't know who Beyonce was, to driving behind some sloth and then making an effort to cuss out the window only because we finally have a reason for road rage and can actually drive now...We really have made it quite the distance.

Think of life as if we're at the lake..
Even though there aren't any sharks, I'd still look after you as if there were any ;)

(L)(L)(L)
...and then my heart swelled,
and sank.

WHAT THE

FUCK.

Go for it.

Don't think. Just do.
You got this.

Monday, June 7, 2010

I don't feel like cleaning my room...so I'm just gonna complain to the internet about it.

Hey girl, listen.

I know that I can be rude, obnoxious, loud, extra, a huge exag., and a bitch (lol),
but even I know what going too far means.
It may be out of line, but you gotta keep your head up, set all things aside, and move on.
You got this.
You have a hold on your life and you're steering it in YOUR direction, and that's what's important.
I know I screw around a lot, say a lot of things I don't mean, and I may have been MIA on a few things,
but believe me when I tell you that you will be okay, and you will come out of this the strong one.
I've seen you struggle, and I've seen how you fight your battles,
and I can easily say that you'll find your way around and out of this mess sooner than you think.
There's not a lot of people like you out there,
so keep this attitude and persona.
I know you'll make it so far that this won't even be a blur.
It won't even be a memory.

Take care.
Love you always.
-Your main girl.